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| Oh, drama.
I wanted to save my reply because I'm proud of it. This girl has been causing lots of problems and such, and I finally let her know everything I think of her.
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: wallflower.
Date: 10 May 2007, 16:15
Did you ever at one time consider yourself to be my friend?
----------------Reply from Me!-----------------------------
Honestly? Yes, yes I did. You weren't my best friend, but
I did consider us good friends. And then we didn't talk for a while.
Which was fine, whatever. I don't know. I just wholeheartedly disagree
with how you have treated some of my good friends, that have always
been better friends than you have. I don't think it's right to cheat on
someone ever, for one. That's bullshit. If you're not happy in a
relationship, you should get out of it. You should have the respect for
everyone involved to get out of a relationship before starting
something new. And I know what being confused is like, but cheating
just makes everything worse. And then with Brittney, you were being
ridiculous, and I saw that firsthand. I was right there at her
grandmother's house, if you could see me through your blinding rage. I
think you overreacted, especially because she wasn't kicking you out of
the prom party. You were monstrously rude. And I know that none of that
was directed at me, and that I wasn't directly involved in any of that,
but you have to admit - from what I've seen you've been a shitty person
to the people closest to you. So why would I want to be close to you?
You call other people childish when you're the epitome of a brat sometimes, Erica. You have zero respect for other people.
I understand what it's like to not be as close with anyone as you
used to, because it's hard when you don't see people every day at
school. I've become a lot further from past best friends who've
graduated or whom I've moved away from. But that was your own fault,
Erica. And you can still maintain those friendships, but you
have to work at it, too. Things are different than when you went to
school, but big fucking deal. Seriously. Because you are very
different, Erica. And that's fine for you, but you shouldn't expect
everyone to just acquiesce to your newfound pretending to be an adult.
Because you're not fooling anyone. You can't treat people poorly and
expect them to keep taking it.
Did you ever at one time consider yourself to be anyone's friend besides your own?
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| "Here is a rose for someone who's beauty exceeds it."
"Forever isn't long enough to be in love with you."
"Love is when you touch another's soul just by being yourself." | | |
| Tell me everything will be okay.
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| College is something I am simultaneously looking very forward to and dreading.
I got a major scholarship (full tuition + housing) to an out-of-state university, and I need to tell them if I'm taking it by February first. But my boyfriend is definitely going to an in-state university, as is everyone I know, and I know that's a really retarded motive for choosing a college, but I really want to go to an in-state one, too. Plus, I am familiar with this particular university, and its campus, and its surrounding town, and I could seriously see myself going there. Whereas the out-of-state one is a complete enigma and very scary. I am all about comfort, you see. And while I'd love to get the fuck away from everything, I also want to be less than 3 hours away. I hate long car rides by myself.
So for a long time I was very reluctant about accepting the scholarship, but my mom said I could always decline later so now I am simultaneously accepting a scholarship somewhere far away and making plans for living situations somewhere much much closer.
We will see.
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